Because I'm going to a wedding tomorrow, I wanted to redo my nails so they look good for it. My old nails were chipping pretty badly so it was time for new nails anyways. A week ago, I finally got my new nail embellishments!! Silver hollow nail bows!! They're so damn cute! I also wanted to do a blue color and thought it would be great if I could use my new blue nail polish that has pink iridescent glitter!! The color of fairytales. I used this chance to look up some nail designs on Pinterest and wanted to use something with negative space. I've been into negative space nails lately. I found one where it had negative space as a big strip horizontally across a nail with lace behind it. I took this idea and expanded on it. I wanted to do alternate designs, so two nails use the middle hollow negative space and other two nails has a lace background with blue tips (it gives it a nice design that would look good with the silver hollow bows). The middle nail, I wanted to make as a solid colored nail, an accent nail. I took this chance to use my new Sailor Moon nail art stamp plate!! Because it's going to be blue themed, I had three choices, I can do Sailor Moon, Sailor Mercury or Sailor Neptune. Sailor Neptune is a but more on the turquoise/teal side and the stamp plate didn't have her symbol! So it was either Sailor Moon or Sailor Mercury. We've been having wet weather lately, all his snow, so I figured, hell, I'm going to do Sailor Mercury! She's my top favorite scout and she doesn't get enough attention.
Original nail idea:
The nails I came up with:
This design is pretty simple. It did take time but it's not hard to do at all. I painted the middle finger with light blue nail polish, two coats, then did a coat of the light blue with pink glitter. All of the other nails, I stamped with lace white designs on the whole nail. I then painted a clear top coat over it so seal in the designs because I will be working with tape and french nail stickers. The next step, you might've guessed, was to tape off a strip in the middle and then apply the french tip stickers to the other two nails. Painted the uncovered parts and tips with my light blue nail polish with two coats then topped it off with the light blue polish with pink glitter. Afterwards, I thought it looked too plain so I painted white stripes on the edges of the negative space. After that, I thought the nails with the tips looked too plain and dotted the edges of the tips to resemble pearls. ....I still thought the nails with the negative space was too plain so I stamped some lace borders on the stripes.
So now that I was satisfied with all of the nails, I can work on the middle one. I used my nail art stamp plate to get the Sailor Mercury star with her symbol in the middle of it. I kept the design on the rubber applicator and scraped off any access designs that I didn't want (the designs are really close together on the plate). I then filled in the star with yellow nail polish and made sure it was thick so that way it's not transparent to where if I were to apply it, you could see through the yellow so it would turn green from the blue paint underneath. After that was done and dry, I applied clear polish on top of the design and peeled it off the stamper. I didn't apply clear polish to my nail before applying the design because I'm nitpicky, so I would've messed up the design by trying to get it perfect on the nail before the paint dries. I just applied clear paint ontop and that dissolved the clear polish on the design. It came out flawless.
For the embellishments, I took a nail polish remover pen and took off the center polishes on my thumb nail so when I apply the nail glue and bow, it will really stick to my nail good. I tried glue and embellishments on top of nail polish before and it easily came off from everyday wear. I applied the nail glue and bow then extra glue on the bottom and top sides of the middle of the bow. For the middle nail, I applied light blue and light pink rhinestones. With these, I applied top clear polish and positioned the gems on top then sealed them off with about 2-3 layers to clear top coat to keep it from coming off. I like to be super thorough with embellishments because I have horrible luck with them. They always come off. I don't live a rough, hard life but for some reason, my hands seem to think so.
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Wednesday, December 30, 2015
Friday, December 11, 2015
Industrial Piercing Bump
So last year, I decided to get more ear piercings. Before that, I only had 2 lower lobe ear piercings in each ear and one industrial piercings on my right ear. I decided to get another industrial on the left ear and a 3rd lower ear piercing for each ear.
The problem that I had this time around were bumps! Granted, I figured that healing would take a lot longer if I decided to get all four piercings at once (industrial = 2, 3rd lower ear lobes = 2), especially having 3 all in one ear BUT this time I had some issues. I got bumps on all four piercings! I knew one for sure was an infection because of how it looked. The other 3 were questionable because they didn't feel or look the same as the one lower ear lobe bump that I can definitely tell it was an infection.
To treat them all, everyday I cleaned it with saline solution, made sure to clean the crusties off after I showered everyday and the one that I could tell was an infection went down in a couple of weeks so that was no biggie.
As for the other 3...well...those took a lot longer. The other lower ear lobe piercing took another month to go away! It didn't look like an obvious infection but had a bump. I was afraid it was a hypertrophic scar or keloid! So thank goodness it went away after awhile.
The industrial was a whole nother monster!! There were 4 total bumps! One on each side of the piercings! The piercing on the top of the ear were smaller than the one on the side though. I've tried sea salt soaks and it didn't seem to do too much. It did feel good and felt like it kind of helped the infection come out when I put a warm wash rag on it soaked with the sea salt solution. I tried to do it as many times as I could in a week, but with work and all, it just didn't happen. PLUS, when I did it, there would be leftover salt residue on my hair! So it would look all white and weird. If I stayed at home, I didn't care about it and you can kind of rinse most of it off but it was still slightly visible...so I prefer not to go outside with it unless I jumped in the shower first.
These bumps on my industrial piercing stayed on for about a year. After half a year, I was contemplating taking them out and wondering whether I should get it looked at. After tons of research, I saw that having them for about 6 months was normal, if you happen to be unlucky enough to get the bumps. So I figured to not stress it, that it should go away soon. The top piercing did pretty well, those went mostly away within the next couple of months or so (they were just small bumps after a couple of months). I was still doing the saline solution method of cleaning. The side piercing was still large and horrible looking! The side that was outside of the lobe was huge! And that one was problematic because I loved to sleep on the left side and it would occasionally bleed after sleeping. After a few months, I couldn't adjust to sleeping on my right side and would try to carefully sleep on my left. Most of the time it would be ok but a few times, I'd wake up to some dried blood on it. Finally, after almost a year, they're all healed. I don't know why this time around, that I had issues with these piercings because all of my other piercings were completely fine and healed with no problems whatsoever.
The problem that I had this time around were bumps! Granted, I figured that healing would take a lot longer if I decided to get all four piercings at once (industrial = 2, 3rd lower ear lobes = 2), especially having 3 all in one ear BUT this time I had some issues. I got bumps on all four piercings! I knew one for sure was an infection because of how it looked. The other 3 were questionable because they didn't feel or look the same as the one lower ear lobe bump that I can definitely tell it was an infection.
To treat them all, everyday I cleaned it with saline solution, made sure to clean the crusties off after I showered everyday and the one that I could tell was an infection went down in a couple of weeks so that was no biggie.
As for the other 3...well...those took a lot longer. The other lower ear lobe piercing took another month to go away! It didn't look like an obvious infection but had a bump. I was afraid it was a hypertrophic scar or keloid! So thank goodness it went away after awhile.
The industrial was a whole nother monster!! There were 4 total bumps! One on each side of the piercings! The piercing on the top of the ear were smaller than the one on the side though. I've tried sea salt soaks and it didn't seem to do too much. It did feel good and felt like it kind of helped the infection come out when I put a warm wash rag on it soaked with the sea salt solution. I tried to do it as many times as I could in a week, but with work and all, it just didn't happen. PLUS, when I did it, there would be leftover salt residue on my hair! So it would look all white and weird. If I stayed at home, I didn't care about it and you can kind of rinse most of it off but it was still slightly visible...so I prefer not to go outside with it unless I jumped in the shower first.
These bumps on my industrial piercing stayed on for about a year. After half a year, I was contemplating taking them out and wondering whether I should get it looked at. After tons of research, I saw that having them for about 6 months was normal, if you happen to be unlucky enough to get the bumps. So I figured to not stress it, that it should go away soon. The top piercing did pretty well, those went mostly away within the next couple of months or so (they were just small bumps after a couple of months). I was still doing the saline solution method of cleaning. The side piercing was still large and horrible looking! The side that was outside of the lobe was huge! And that one was problematic because I loved to sleep on the left side and it would occasionally bleed after sleeping. After a few months, I couldn't adjust to sleeping on my right side and would try to carefully sleep on my left. Most of the time it would be ok but a few times, I'd wake up to some dried blood on it. Finally, after almost a year, they're all healed. I don't know why this time around, that I had issues with these piercings because all of my other piercings were completely fine and healed with no problems whatsoever.
Tuesday, December 8, 2015
My Go-To Eyeliner!
I'm sorry I rarely keep up with this blog. Busy life. I thought school would really free up my time! But instead, after I converted to a career position in my intern job, I've been so busy! And the times I'm free, I'm either playing video games or aimlessly, mindlessly watching tv (I don't even know what I'm watching half the time! Like my brain turned off for awhile). Boy, time sure does fly so fast!!
So this post is to brag about how I found my go to eyeliner now!! I love it!
A little bit about me. I've been trying to find my go to eyeliner that is not that expensive, can create thin lines, is truly waterproof, applies very dark and is smudge proof. Why this is hard for me: my skin is freaking oily and my eyes water like crazy! My eyelids get crazy oily by the end of the day (so does my face). I love to laugh, I'm around funny people and so when I laugh, my eyes tear up a bit, to where the tears chill in the corners of my eyes. I also have always had a problem with eyeliner smudging and migrating into my eyelid crease, probably due to oils and the watery eyes do not help. And recently, for the past year...I've been into think upper eyeliner lines! I've already found my go-to pencil liner, but with these, you can't achieve thin lines...at least I can't. (My go to eyeliner pencil in Covergirl Exact Eyelights in Vibrant Pearl!!)
With all that, I've been searching for a liquid liner for thinner lines. I've tried gel liners and they were really nice, goes on smooth and didn't smudge too bad and was waterproof...but...it's not that dark and doesn't give you that super precise crisp line like a liquid one does.
So this post is to brag about how I found my go to eyeliner now!! I love it!
A little bit about me. I've been trying to find my go to eyeliner that is not that expensive, can create thin lines, is truly waterproof, applies very dark and is smudge proof. Why this is hard for me: my skin is freaking oily and my eyes water like crazy! My eyelids get crazy oily by the end of the day (so does my face). I love to laugh, I'm around funny people and so when I laugh, my eyes tear up a bit, to where the tears chill in the corners of my eyes. I also have always had a problem with eyeliner smudging and migrating into my eyelid crease, probably due to oils and the watery eyes do not help. And recently, for the past year...I've been into think upper eyeliner lines! I've already found my go-to pencil liner, but with these, you can't achieve thin lines...at least I can't. (My go to eyeliner pencil in Covergirl Exact Eyelights in Vibrant Pearl!!)
With all that, I've been searching for a liquid liner for thinner lines. I've tried gel liners and they were really nice, goes on smooth and didn't smudge too bad and was waterproof...but...it's not that dark and doesn't give you that super precise crisp line like a liquid one does.
Thursday, October 1, 2015
Vidal Sassoon London Lilac!
It's been way too long since my last post about my hair, since my red hair after using Loreal HiLights/HiColor red or magenta hair dye, I switched to Vidal Sassoon London Lilac!! I was tired of the upkeep of the red, you have to retouch it every 2 weeks or so and that stuff bleeds everywhere! I knew this before I dyed my hair but after awhile...well, I'm a low maintenance kind of gal.
I'm in love with the London Lilac hair dye though! The dye does fade but it is not as drastic as the red and lasts a lot longer. I've also tried the Deep Violet color in the same line and it's a bit of a darker purple color, pretty much almost an unnoticeable difference but I just keep sticking with the London Lilac.
I used this right after my red hair started fading so at first, it was like a burgundy color. Then after that, it was a consistent dark purple color. I love it because it's a nice color that looks good in all lighting. Inside your house, it'll be dark so not too noticeable, then outside it's like a screaming violet color with red tones, and under fluorescent lighting, it's a nice stand-out purple. I also bleached my hair in between to see if it would be more noticeable and to be honest...wasn't that crazy different. I bleached it to a dark dirty blonde. You can see the difference between my new growth hair and the dyed part but no so much right after you dye it. It's brighter but you can't see the difference until the color starts to fade out.
This box also covered all of my hair, I definitely use all of it but I'm able to use it throughout my whole hair. But there's no extra saturation, I know some people like to top off hair dye at the end. My tips for making it through all of your hair is to do ends first (since roots dye faster), comb your hair at the end on each section (I know some people advise not to do it because of breakage), this helps spread the dye throughout your hair and makes sure its even, do sections for sure, if you try to do your hair in one huge section, you will miss the "inside" of your hair!! I also help keep it last longer by washing my hair in warm water rather than scalding hot lie I used to and then after I condition, I rinse in cold water. I am not able to wash my hair in cold water! This dye also isn't too drying to my hair! I've used some hair dyes that made my hair feel like I played with fire!
So here's some pics to show you how it went and a few more times after I used it and when it started fading (I think pics of how it fades is useful! And note, I still have some red undertones, not too sure if it's from the L'Oreal HiColor Red dye or it's just the undertones of my hair since I do have natural red undertones):
I'm in love with the London Lilac hair dye though! The dye does fade but it is not as drastic as the red and lasts a lot longer. I've also tried the Deep Violet color in the same line and it's a bit of a darker purple color, pretty much almost an unnoticeable difference but I just keep sticking with the London Lilac.
I used this right after my red hair started fading so at first, it was like a burgundy color. Then after that, it was a consistent dark purple color. I love it because it's a nice color that looks good in all lighting. Inside your house, it'll be dark so not too noticeable, then outside it's like a screaming violet color with red tones, and under fluorescent lighting, it's a nice stand-out purple. I also bleached my hair in between to see if it would be more noticeable and to be honest...wasn't that crazy different. I bleached it to a dark dirty blonde. You can see the difference between my new growth hair and the dyed part but no so much right after you dye it. It's brighter but you can't see the difference until the color starts to fade out.
This box also covered all of my hair, I definitely use all of it but I'm able to use it throughout my whole hair. But there's no extra saturation, I know some people like to top off hair dye at the end. My tips for making it through all of your hair is to do ends first (since roots dye faster), comb your hair at the end on each section (I know some people advise not to do it because of breakage), this helps spread the dye throughout your hair and makes sure its even, do sections for sure, if you try to do your hair in one huge section, you will miss the "inside" of your hair!! I also help keep it last longer by washing my hair in warm water rather than scalding hot lie I used to and then after I condition, I rinse in cold water. I am not able to wash my hair in cold water! This dye also isn't too drying to my hair! I've used some hair dyes that made my hair feel like I played with fire!
So here's some pics to show you how it went and a few more times after I used it and when it started fading (I think pics of how it fades is useful! And note, I still have some red undertones, not too sure if it's from the L'Oreal HiColor Red dye or it's just the undertones of my hair since I do have natural red undertones):
Thursday, April 23, 2015
Proclaim Hair Polish
It's been too long since I've posted anything and even though I took pictures of stuff I want to post, I've never done it and ended up deleting them. BUT I finally thought, at least do one for this year.
So I have a lot of hair problems. My hair looks dry and frizzy all the time. After a shower, my hair poofs up like crazy and takes a whole day for it to "calm" down. This morning my hair was extremely poofy after my shower. Now, I dye my hair a lot, it's been about 3 weeks since my last dye or about 4...can't remember...anyways, the point I was making was that I do damage my ahir by dying it often. I do not use any heat on it though, no blow drying, straightening, etc. I still get split ends and still have frizzy hair...makes me feel like I might as well use heat if it's still going to act like how it was when I did use all of that.
After a shower, I rub hair oil into my hair. The problem with hair oil is that if you rub too much then your hair looks greasy...like as if I never even showered. Who wants to take a shower to come out looking like they didn't at the end? I didn't shower for no reason! So I rub minimal oil into my ends and on the lower half of my hair. The other problem I have is that lately, I've been showering in the morning and because I don't use heat, my hair comes out different and all different levels of crazy on different days by the time I go to work. (I take a train to work for an hour so I always rush out of the door to catch it then I can't do much on the train.)
So at work, I've decided to also keep some type of hair maintenance...stuff, whether it's oil, leave-in conditioner, etc. On my desk right now is: Proclaim Hair Polish. Sometimes I feel wary of keeping it at my desk because let's be honest...it looks like a bottle of lube. I have to keep telling people, I swear it's hair serum or hair lube.
So I have a lot of hair problems. My hair looks dry and frizzy all the time. After a shower, my hair poofs up like crazy and takes a whole day for it to "calm" down. This morning my hair was extremely poofy after my shower. Now, I dye my hair a lot, it's been about 3 weeks since my last dye or about 4...can't remember...anyways, the point I was making was that I do damage my ahir by dying it often. I do not use any heat on it though, no blow drying, straightening, etc. I still get split ends and still have frizzy hair...makes me feel like I might as well use heat if it's still going to act like how it was when I did use all of that.
After a shower, I rub hair oil into my hair. The problem with hair oil is that if you rub too much then your hair looks greasy...like as if I never even showered. Who wants to take a shower to come out looking like they didn't at the end? I didn't shower for no reason! So I rub minimal oil into my ends and on the lower half of my hair. The other problem I have is that lately, I've been showering in the morning and because I don't use heat, my hair comes out different and all different levels of crazy on different days by the time I go to work. (I take a train to work for an hour so I always rush out of the door to catch it then I can't do much on the train.)
So at work, I've decided to also keep some type of hair maintenance...stuff, whether it's oil, leave-in conditioner, etc. On my desk right now is: Proclaim Hair Polish. Sometimes I feel wary of keeping it at my desk because let's be honest...it looks like a bottle of lube. I have to keep telling people, I swear it's hair serum or hair lube.
Monday, August 12, 2013
My Super-Chapped Lips?!
Ever since I've moved to Utah, I've had super chapped lips. Maybe the air is drier here than in Vegas, sometimes Vegas can get humid and maybe it has the right humidity for me, don't know but ever since I moved here, I've had super chapped lips problems and way-too-frizzy hair problems! I've learned with my super chapped lips that I cannot use just any chapstick.
I tried the classic Chapstick, in mint, cherry and regular...nope, doesn't work. It'll soften it right away and a few minutes later, it will get chapped again...and more than before.
I tried Blistex, in regular and raspberry lemonade. They didn't make my lips soft at all, they just coated my chapped lips and made it...made my lip skin...harder? I guess I can describe it as that...but it gets harder, to where I pretty much have to peel it off (gross, I know, sorry).
I tried a couple of others that I don't remember what they're called.
What does work for me:
Burt's Bees Tinted Lip Balm
https://www.burtsbees.com/other/best-sellers/tinted-lip-balm.html?cm_vc=PRODZ1
Burt's Bees Lip Shimmer
https://www.burtsbees.com/other/gifts-her/lip-shimmer.html?cm_vc=PDPZ2
Maybelline Baby Lips
http://www.maybelline.com/Products/Lip-Makeup/Lip-Balm/Baby-Lips.aspx#shadedetails
Carmex
http://mycarmex.com/lip-care/original-tube
Softlips
http://www.softlips.com/product/classic/
The Burt's Bees chapstick is the best product for me. It outlasts the others that I've listed and I looove the color! Now, I..will be honest. I only bought Burt's Bees because they were cheap and it had color. Because I don't like wearing a lot of makeup (I only wear eyeliner) and I hate lipstick, I thought tinted chapstick would be the only way to go for me to add some color to my dull look. My local Ross had Burt's Bees chapstick bundle packages for only $7!! It had beautiful colors in the package. It had the Burt's Bees Tinted Lip Balm in Red Dahlia and Burt's Bees Lip Shimmer in Fig. Now, this is a huge leap for me. I'm spending money on tinted chapstick that I don't know if it will soften my lips or look good on my lips or with my skin tone. I was hoping that since it was a chapstick, that it wasn't going to be really pigmented and thick. To my surprise, it's perfect! The Tinted Lip Balm looks a bit diluted with more chapstick but actually came out a lot more red than I thought, but it was diluted enough to give my lips a nice color, with some gloss, without over doing it. The Lip Shimmer looked so dark, pigmented and thick in the tube but once you apply it, it's actually less pigmented than the Tinted Lip Balm! It still has great color and gloss and is not overly pigmented like lipstick. (One day, I will post pics of the results...or maybe not if I don't remember. If not, I'm sorry). And just to add...even though I've never tried these before, they were such a great deal and I've heard so many great things about this brand, that I bought three of these packages! And a job and steal well done! :)
They lasted me quite awhile, it's been..quite a few months, almost close to a year ago...I know that sounds weird...and that I shouldn't keep these that long? But it's because I don't use one tube at a time. I keep one next to my bed, one in the living room, one in my car, one in both of my backpacks (one is for work and the other is for school) and one at work.
The second brand that I love is Maybelline Baby Lips in Cherry Me. I've never used this brand before so the Cherry Me was the first Baby Lips I've used, along with the color. Again, I wanted color that's subtle and not overpowering like lipstick. This is a pretty amazing chapstick, has great color (more bright and pigmented than the Burt's Bees...so it's a bit more adventurous) but it's diluted enough to look gorgeous. It's glossy and makes my lips very soft. It will soften my chappest lips, although, sometimes my lips are so chapped that my skin is pretty much dead and needs to get peeled (again, sorry for being so gross lol but it's reality for me).
Here's a pic of me with Maybelline Baby Lips Cherry Me, although it's a bit more reddish.
The other choices are listed and those work well but not as great as the first three. I really love how these tinted lip balms have worked for me because I have weird lips. Dark ontop and light on bottom (pretty common) but I have this weird dark lipline look to my lips too, as you can see from the photo.
I tried the classic Chapstick, in mint, cherry and regular...nope, doesn't work. It'll soften it right away and a few minutes later, it will get chapped again...and more than before.
I tried Blistex, in regular and raspberry lemonade. They didn't make my lips soft at all, they just coated my chapped lips and made it...made my lip skin...harder? I guess I can describe it as that...but it gets harder, to where I pretty much have to peel it off (gross, I know, sorry).
I tried a couple of others that I don't remember what they're called.
What does work for me:
Burt's Bees Tinted Lip Balm
https://www.burtsbees.com/other/best-sellers/tinted-lip-balm.html?cm_vc=PRODZ1
Burt's Bees Lip Shimmer
https://www.burtsbees.com/other/gifts-her/lip-shimmer.html?cm_vc=PDPZ2
Maybelline Baby Lips
http://www.maybelline.com/Products/Lip-Makeup/Lip-Balm/Baby-Lips.aspx#shadedetails
Carmex
http://mycarmex.com/lip-care/original-tube
Softlips
http://www.softlips.com/product/classic/
The Burt's Bees chapstick is the best product for me. It outlasts the others that I've listed and I looove the color! Now, I..will be honest. I only bought Burt's Bees because they were cheap and it had color. Because I don't like wearing a lot of makeup (I only wear eyeliner) and I hate lipstick, I thought tinted chapstick would be the only way to go for me to add some color to my dull look. My local Ross had Burt's Bees chapstick bundle packages for only $7!! It had beautiful colors in the package. It had the Burt's Bees Tinted Lip Balm in Red Dahlia and Burt's Bees Lip Shimmer in Fig. Now, this is a huge leap for me. I'm spending money on tinted chapstick that I don't know if it will soften my lips or look good on my lips or with my skin tone. I was hoping that since it was a chapstick, that it wasn't going to be really pigmented and thick. To my surprise, it's perfect! The Tinted Lip Balm looks a bit diluted with more chapstick but actually came out a lot more red than I thought, but it was diluted enough to give my lips a nice color, with some gloss, without over doing it. The Lip Shimmer looked so dark, pigmented and thick in the tube but once you apply it, it's actually less pigmented than the Tinted Lip Balm! It still has great color and gloss and is not overly pigmented like lipstick. (One day, I will post pics of the results...or maybe not if I don't remember. If not, I'm sorry). And just to add...even though I've never tried these before, they were such a great deal and I've heard so many great things about this brand, that I bought three of these packages! And a job and steal well done! :)
They lasted me quite awhile, it's been..quite a few months, almost close to a year ago...I know that sounds weird...and that I shouldn't keep these that long? But it's because I don't use one tube at a time. I keep one next to my bed, one in the living room, one in my car, one in both of my backpacks (one is for work and the other is for school) and one at work.
The second brand that I love is Maybelline Baby Lips in Cherry Me. I've never used this brand before so the Cherry Me was the first Baby Lips I've used, along with the color. Again, I wanted color that's subtle and not overpowering like lipstick. This is a pretty amazing chapstick, has great color (more bright and pigmented than the Burt's Bees...so it's a bit more adventurous) but it's diluted enough to look gorgeous. It's glossy and makes my lips very soft. It will soften my chappest lips, although, sometimes my lips are so chapped that my skin is pretty much dead and needs to get peeled (again, sorry for being so gross lol but it's reality for me).
Here's a pic of me with Maybelline Baby Lips Cherry Me, although it's a bit more reddish.
The other choices are listed and those work well but not as great as the first three. I really love how these tinted lip balms have worked for me because I have weird lips. Dark ontop and light on bottom (pretty common) but I have this weird dark lipline look to my lips too, as you can see from the photo.
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
New "Ink It!" Covergirl Eyeliner Review
Covergirl's come out with a new product:




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Review: I was buying new eyeliner and decided that my new favorite was Covergirl's Eyelights in Pearl Black (I think that's what the color was called). It's my favorite because it was the longest lasting eyeliner I've ever used that doesn't smudge as much as others I've used and doesn't migrate into my crease as soon as others. I went into the Covergirl section and saw this display. It was also one of the cheapest eyeliners they had ($5.94). It states that it is "Crease proof", "Smudge proof", "Long lasting", and "Waterproof". It also states that it allows expert precision and the darkest, boldest colors. This sounds perfect right? Well, I'll just state now that this was the biggest disappointment that I've experienced when it comes to eyeliners!
It deserves an only one rose rating because of how big the disappointment was!!
When I first tried it, I loved it. As I applied the eyeliner, it really did have a really dark, bold black color. It was very solid and smooth and glided like a breeze. It did give me great precision and because it's so bold, it looks like I've used a liquid liner without the hassle of a liquid liner. So I was really impressed and had high hopes that the other statements were true. I have oily eyelids. A horrible problem of mines, because I can't really wear eyeshadow, even with primer, it still will gather at the crease (just not as bad with the primer). So I was hoping, since this eyeliner was the only eyeliner with the "Crease proof" claim, that it really was "Crease proof".
The Eyelights eyeliner will not smudge until toawrds the end of my work day, so it will be smudge proof from 6am to about...2 or 3 pm. It also depends on how much laughing I do or smiling. It also goes into my crease but only at the end of the day and it isn't that much. I can also sleep with this eyeliner, with other eyeliners, when I sleep, it will smudge and look all crazy. This is why I love Covergirl's Eyelights eyeliner.
This Ink It! eyeliner was a huge dissapointment. It smudged after 3 hours, giving me the horrible racoon under eyes. It went into my crease. It didn't smudge on my lid where others would go into my crease and spread around on my lid, this one just creates a really defined dark line in my crease.
I haven't tested the waterproof part as I do not go swimming but since it smudges so much and even though sometimes I cry and laugh, I can't tell whether it smudged from not being waterproof or if it was already smudged.
Don't even try this eyeliner. Yes, it's dark and provides great precision, but you will not want to deal with the constant smudging underneath your eye and constant crease migrating. I will now just go back to buying the Eyelights eyeliner.
Ink It! By Perfect Point Plus
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Review: I was buying new eyeliner and decided that my new favorite was Covergirl's Eyelights in Pearl Black (I think that's what the color was called). It's my favorite because it was the longest lasting eyeliner I've ever used that doesn't smudge as much as others I've used and doesn't migrate into my crease as soon as others. I went into the Covergirl section and saw this display. It was also one of the cheapest eyeliners they had ($5.94). It states that it is "Crease proof", "Smudge proof", "Long lasting", and "Waterproof". It also states that it allows expert precision and the darkest, boldest colors. This sounds perfect right? Well, I'll just state now that this was the biggest disappointment that I've experienced when it comes to eyeliners!
It deserves an only one rose rating because of how big the disappointment was!!
When I first tried it, I loved it. As I applied the eyeliner, it really did have a really dark, bold black color. It was very solid and smooth and glided like a breeze. It did give me great precision and because it's so bold, it looks like I've used a liquid liner without the hassle of a liquid liner. So I was really impressed and had high hopes that the other statements were true. I have oily eyelids. A horrible problem of mines, because I can't really wear eyeshadow, even with primer, it still will gather at the crease (just not as bad with the primer). So I was hoping, since this eyeliner was the only eyeliner with the "Crease proof" claim, that it really was "Crease proof".
The Eyelights eyeliner will not smudge until toawrds the end of my work day, so it will be smudge proof from 6am to about...2 or 3 pm. It also depends on how much laughing I do or smiling. It also goes into my crease but only at the end of the day and it isn't that much. I can also sleep with this eyeliner, with other eyeliners, when I sleep, it will smudge and look all crazy. This is why I love Covergirl's Eyelights eyeliner.
This Ink It! eyeliner was a huge dissapointment. It smudged after 3 hours, giving me the horrible racoon under eyes. It went into my crease. It didn't smudge on my lid where others would go into my crease and spread around on my lid, this one just creates a really defined dark line in my crease.
I haven't tested the waterproof part as I do not go swimming but since it smudges so much and even though sometimes I cry and laugh, I can't tell whether it smudged from not being waterproof or if it was already smudged.
Don't even try this eyeliner. Yes, it's dark and provides great precision, but you will not want to deal with the constant smudging underneath your eye and constant crease migrating. I will now just go back to buying the Eyelights eyeliner.
Sunday, June 16, 2013
My new office!
I loved moving out of my old apt to a 2 bedroom townhouse. It's perfect (except for the fact that the people who lived there before us....were not clean people, ew). There were a lot of things wrong with the townhouse in terms of...when the snow melted, we had bags of trash in our backyard and lots of various trash laying around, they broke a few things, etc. BUT, it's big, has a fireplace, is two-stories, has a bakcyard, allows pets and we have super-quiet neighbors :D
The one thing I was excited about was the room that was going to be converted into my office. With me in school and working at home half the time, I needed my own room where I can sprawl out my work. I also had tons of books and pretty much needed my own library. My solution, rather than just keep buying more and more bookshelfs and taking up my whole room, was to build one in my closet! I didn't need the closet in my office, obviously, since it's an office, so I googled ways to build a bookshelf in my closet. It took a few searches before stumbling on an awesome video! The thing with me is, I wanted my bookshelf a certain way. I did not want to build it with shelf brackets, as it will cause breaks in my books and not allow maximum book storage...plus, it wouldn't look as great. So this video was a lifesaver! I knew how to do it but not how to explain it to my boyfriend...he just wouldn't get it...he's more of a visual person at times.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTIQxX6MrHs
I did exactly as this guy said and it turned out amazing!
The one thing I was excited about was the room that was going to be converted into my office. With me in school and working at home half the time, I needed my own room where I can sprawl out my work. I also had tons of books and pretty much needed my own library. My solution, rather than just keep buying more and more bookshelfs and taking up my whole room, was to build one in my closet! I didn't need the closet in my office, obviously, since it's an office, so I googled ways to build a bookshelf in my closet. It took a few searches before stumbling on an awesome video! The thing with me is, I wanted my bookshelf a certain way. I did not want to build it with shelf brackets, as it will cause breaks in my books and not allow maximum book storage...plus, it wouldn't look as great. So this video was a lifesaver! I knew how to do it but not how to explain it to my boyfriend...he just wouldn't get it...he's more of a visual person at times.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTIQxX6MrHs
I did exactly as this guy said and it turned out amazing!
Before the unveiling. Yeah, those are Bleach dolls lol
Ta-da! I freaking love it, and it fits all of my books and more! (Yes, those are all mangas...but not ALL of my mangas)
I found a solution to my manga addiction, for now, it will do until I fill this all up too! Then I will just buy a bookshelf and hopefully my addiction will die down lol
I also applied shelf liners to the wood to give it a more elegant, soft look rather than the plain wood look.
And...here's more pics of my office.
My beautiful wall of calmness lol
This is my desk (IKEA Expedit desk)
I found more appealing ways to put all of my supplies in (all cheap too)
All in all, my office was renovated cheaply. I found lots of stuff on clearance or on sale. That whole wall of pictures, mirrors and clock was all on sale (shadowboxes were gifts). The pretty pearly decorative white thing was from the thrift store for $1. The other pretty, white jar things (cream, sugar, and cookie set) were on clearance for $3, the blue pencil holders (actually are candle holders) were each 20% off, the tall glass was on sale for $4, and the little cute globe was 20% but was still $8 (the most expensive thing on that desk lol). The only thing I've bought full-priced was the IKEA expedit desk. For the Buddha canvas, flower glass art, leaf glass art, and the forest canvas, it was all discounted but was only $90 all together. Sounds like a lot but they're bigger than they look and that includes shipping. The mirrors were on clearance for $5. Below the collage is a bookshelf that holds my printers and wireless equipment, but also a Buddha statue, two Himalayan salt candle holders ($7 each) and two fish bowls ($1 for the geometric one and $2 for the round one) with bamboo and bettas in it. It's amazing what yo can buy at thrift stores or when things go on clearance or sale.
My boyfriend always complained about me buying stuff in our old apartment since I bought all of this stuff over time before I moved and it took up some space, but it all paid off :D
Monday, June 10, 2013
Walmart.com Customer Service is Sh!t
Oh, how I love Walmart. No, not really...not too much anymore. Not after how shitty their payment processing is. It's like playing a game with their payment processing. Keep trying different payments and the same payments over and over until it goes through. So far only Bill me Later works...and that's only half the time. I like to buy my Virgin Mobile top-up cards through Walmart since it's cheaper and has none of those other annoying phone fees nor taxes. But trying to buy these cards are getting ridiculous. I've tried Paypal to directly fund from my bank account and to try BillmeLater. Didn't work. Tried it again for BillmeLater through Paypal. Didn't work. Tried my debit card directly. Nope. Tried BillmeLater. Fuck that. Tried Paypal to use my debit card. Screwed.
Wow, how I love you Walmart. It's like playing a game with my money. Thanks for all of the pending transactions for the next few days you piece of shit payment processing errors. WTF is wrong with your system.
Oh, and here's the best part. I decided to email walmart.com's customer service. This is our conversation. It's pretty short due to the fact that they never replied back:
My last reply back to them:
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Wow, how I love you Walmart. It's like playing a game with my money. Thanks for all of the pending transactions for the next few days you piece of shit payment processing errors. WTF is wrong with your system.
Oh, and here's the best part. I decided to email walmart.com's customer service. This is our conversation. It's pretty short due to the fact that they never replied back:
My last reply back to them:
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That was the most unhelpful answer I have ever received from a company. You should probably read the whole inquiry rather than pick out key words and give out stupid answers that are barely relevant.
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Hi Ajanta, Thank you for contacting Walmart.com regarding the cancellation of your order. Most items that are available on Walmart.com can be purchased using Bill Me Later. However, there are a few ex
| From: | Walmart Resolutions (reso@cs.walmart.com) |
| Sent: | Mon 6/03/13 10:42 PM |
Hi Ajanta,
Thank you for contacting Walmart.com regarding the cancellation of your order.
Most items that are available on Walmart.com can be purchased using Bill Me Later. However, there are a few exceptions. The following items cannot be purchased with BML:
Ajanta, if we have not fully answered your question or you have additional questions, please reply to this email.
Sincerely,
Walmart.com Customer Care
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| 06/03/2013 12:45 PM from you: | |
| Hi, can you tell me why whenever I try to purchase this card, it gets cancelled. I tried Paypal to directly disperse funds from my bank account, tried Bill Me Later directly and before tried Bill Me Later through Paypal. I don't know why you can't "verify" my accounts when you've done it before. This is really frustrating and downright annoying. It's almost like playing a game, trying to see which payment will go through. Seems like Paypal never works with your website and the other form of payments are cards that you play in a game of chance. If the walmart.com payment process was materialized as a person, I would have punched it and I'm a very patient person. | |
Where did it all start?
Now that I think about it, I don't know where my hauntings started. I don't know if I had an overactive imagination when I was younger or if I was really scared for a reason. I know that I have an overactive imagination but the hard part is telling what part was real and which ones wasn't when I was younger as I can't remember everything clearly. It almost seems like my mind has always been opened to ghosts...or at least to the thoughts of ghosts. I remember I was always scared at night when I was younger, thinking that something was always there waiting for me outside of my door. I also remember that after I lived in Compton and moved to Riverside, I wasn't as scared of the dark but then I started to be afraid of the backyard, never wanting to look out the windows towards it. It was the reason why I hardly fed my turtle after dark, which is a horrid thought now that I thought about it because I often forgot to feed him before dark. Everytime my mother forced me to go feed him, I'd run like the wind to the garage, gave him his lettuce and hauled ass back. Yeah, I got my cardio in as a child.
I can only vividly remember my hauntings after I moved from Riverside to Nebraska. Oh boy, what a change. From big, ghetto cities (I've always lived in the hood) to a tiny, mostly white town...and to the countryside nonetheless. We moved there due to family already residing there and an available free house in the country house and job. It all seemed like we were hooked up until we found out that it was really scary living in the countryside where the nearest house was a mile away, completely dark at night, and was completely surrounded by cornfields (thank goodness I never watched Children of the Corn...actually still haven't). Me and my sisters were scared because it was so dark and quiet, something we're not used to.
I'm not sure if the haunting in Nebraska started because of this event or if it was just because it took time for the spirit to start acting up. But, all in all, it seemed more because of this event: my stepdad going under the house. Even though we lived in Nebraska, we didn't really have an underground shelter, we had a basement, but it wasn't a full sized one. To get under there, you have to crawl through a small hole, none of my family really wanted to, especially my sister and I, since we're scared of spiders, the only one who really didn't care was my stepdad. I'm also not sure why he decided to go down there but he did one day and brought up all of this old stuff. Lots of old silverware and china, there were more down there besides the silverware and dishes but he didn't bring it up and I didn't dare go down there to see for myself. Now I wish I did since I'm a bigger history buff but back then, I was scared shitless to go down there.
After a couple of months after he ventured down below, my cousins and uncle moved in with us due to a divorce. They were the family that we moved to Nebraska for. I didn't mind though, even if I had to give up my room and share one with my little sister and female cousin (my room was for my two older male cousins and uncle). It was actually really fun living with them, all three of my cousins are cool. My male cousins were funny as hell and my female cousin became my best friend.
Even though my uncle was going through a divorce, his wife still visited us. She would come over to bring over food or hang out. We all loved the food part of course, she was an ok person but she always brought her crybaby son...not a fun little boy. He cried more than my two little sisters combined...he cried because he spilled milk out of his mouth, I don't know about you, but I would laugh at myself, not cry. Anyways, sometimes she would bring food over a bit later into the night.
One night, we heard a knock on the door. My cousin and I were watching TV in the living room, it was pretty late into the night. We heard a knock on the door. Both of us looked at each other. We didn't know what to think at first and then thought...maybe it was my uncle's wife.
"It's really late into the night, why would she be here this late?" We both thought in silence as we looked at each other in fear. Well, if it was her, it would be best if we let her in, so I went to go see if it was. I peeked through the window of the door. I saw no one. Seeing no one scared me, I even looked out towards the front of the house from the window to see if I could see her car. There wasn't any cars out there.
I was a bit creeped out as I turned around.
"Um...no one's there", I said not sure what to make of the situation.
"Are you sure? Did you check to see if a car's there?", my cousin asking to find any type of rationalization.
"Yeah, I checked...no one...I didn't see a car there or any cars driving away." (Forgot to mention that we lived off the main road and can see anyone driving away or to our house for long distances.)
I just sat down back on the couch and continued to watch tv. We both didn't say more about it, I think we were both trying to just forget about the whole thing.
About half an hour to an hour went by since the mysterious knocking.
KNOCK KNOCK.
Oh my god...
We both jumped and looked at each other. It probably about midnight at this point of time. We were both thinking, after realizing the time, that it probably isn't my uncle's wife...but we were both hopeful that it was this time. My cousin went up to check this time, she walked to the door slowly, peeked her head through the window. She looked back at me...the looked on her face told me that no one was there.
"Is it her?" I asked.
"No....no one's there...", she told me.
"Car?"
"No cars..."
"Maybe it's the dogs?" I asked, hopeful that the dogs are awake and were messing around and ended up accidetnally hitting the door.
"They're all asleep," she said as she walked back to the couch.
She sat back down next to me, for the next few minutes, we watched more tv until he heard another KNOCK. This time, we turned off the tv and booked it to our room.
After awhile, we both got used to the knocking late at night as we watched tv. We stopped questioning it and just lived with it, as we're never going to investigate it, nor tell our parents. It happened a few times, mostly during the weekend. What I realized, was that it always happened before a storm. As I mention this, you might think, "Oh, if it's before a storm, it must be the wind picking something up and hitting the door". Well, if the wind can open the door to our porch and curve it to hit our front door twice, then yeah, it could be the wind. I noticed the "storm knocking" after it happened quite a few times, but each storm that we heard knocking, we always had a tornado warning. I'm thinking that it's a good ghost, one that was trying to warn us of a potentially lethal tornado storm. This helped me ease my fear of the knocking. It will still make us jump whe nwe heard it, but we weren't afraid after I realized this. It did scare my cousin when she went to get a drink of water. I asked her if she wanted me to go with her. She declined my offer and decided to go by herself. A minute later, she ran back in the room with a terrified look.
"What happened?" I asked, concerned about what happened.
"I was at the water dispenser and I heard the knocking on the other door." (We had two doors to enter te house, one through the kitchen and one through the living room with a windowed/walled porch with another door to enter the porch to get to the two doors.)
"Oh...uh...did you check to see if anyone was there?" Knowing damn well that no one was, it was around midnight again and if I were her, I'd be too afraid to check by myself.
"No."
"Oh ok, well, let's just pretend that never happened...but next time, I'll go with you."
"Alright, sounds good." I think it was hard for both of us to sleep that night...and this time...there was no storm approaching.
My family only stayed there for awhile, about half a year before moving back to the big city. This time, Vegas. I asked my mom why we were and she said because my parents were tired of the tornadoes. I think the last straw was when we actually saw one outside of town, a bit too close for comfort. If you can see it, you're too close. Even if it was miles and miles away. So we pretty much high-tailed it out there.
I later got in contact with my uncle's family when one of my male cousins decided to move in with us. My stepdad was getting old so he moved in to start a new life and to help out my family. He was really awesome, I loved him because he was the first person that I could feel that I could open up to and depend on. It actually made me cry when I realized this. Being the oldest out of my blood-related siblings, I didn't have anyone to go to or depend on, just little siblings who depended on me. Anyways, he moved in and after awhile, I asked them about when they moved out of the house, why they did, etc. He told me and that's when I had the idea to ask him if he ever experienced anything odd in that house, without telling him of my stories. (Everything that happened to me and my cousin, a.k.a. the knockings, was when we were both up alone, since my male cousins were in high school, they were always out or asleep). He told me a couple of stories that are quite interesting.
One day, he was alone with his girlfriend in the house. His brother went to some party and was gonna stay over there and his dad went somewhere and wasn't going to be back any time soon. My cousin and his girlfriend decided to take pictures. They took it of them with each other and then of each other seperately. Of course, being teens, they decided to take some "naughty" pics...of the girl with her top off. After a few of those pics, they decided to just take pics to send to their friends, to make it sendable to their friends, they took pictures of only their faces. My cousin took a picture of her face, with her face on the side of the frame, rather than have her face in the middle of the frame. After the shot was taken, he looked back at the photo. There was something odd in the picture beside her face in the thumbnail. He clicked on the picture to select it to view it in fullscreen on the camera. There was a face. It was a man's face right next to hers. He showed it to her. They both got creeped out and decided to go somewhere else, leaving that house behind for the day.
We all get up in the middle of the night sometime to go to the bathroom. Well, this one night, my cousin woke up to go to the bathroom. From his room, he turned out to the hallway and walked towards the bathroom. Atthe end of the hallway, is the kitchen...with the kitchen door directly in sight. He looked at the door and realized that he saw a figure in the door window. He thought that he couldn't see things clearly because he was still half asleep. He continued on to the bathroom and after he was done, came out and looked towards the door again. The figure was still there, in the window. Now that he's fully awake. He can see the figure's face. It was a man behind that door. A man that staring back at him. M cousin was frightened and power walked it back to his room (even during this event, his pride forced him to power walk rather than run).
After that incident, some time later, his brother disappeared in the middle of the night. My cousin woke up and saw that his brother wasn't there, asked his dad if he knew where he went and then after realizing that both of them didn't know where he was, they went to go look for him. They only had two vehicles, one was my cousins and the other was my uncles. My cousin's brother would never drive both of their cars unless he got permission from them so they knew that he didn't go anywhere. This was confirmed when they went outside to check their vehicles. He wasn't in the living room watching tv, nor was he in the bathroom. So where was he? When they went outside to check their vehicles, they noticed a small, dim light inside the garage. The garage was closed and they thought it was weird that the light was on. The garage was used for storage rather than for car parking, so this was strange. They opened the garage to check it out. There he was...my cousin's brother. He was sitting in a recliner, just rocking back and forth, with his eyes closed...like he was asleep but was awake enough to rock himself. They called out to him, he didn't react, so my uncle went and shook him. He's tough man, my uncle, I'm surprised he didn't yell at him and smack him. He then woke up and my uncle and cousin asked him what he was doing there. He said he didn't know. He was surprised that he was in there. They all just went back inside and went to sleep. Til this day, we all don't know if he was sleep walking or...what?
As I said before, my uncle is a tough man. You will almost never see him cry. He has a stern, mean look to him. He pretty much looks like he's from the Japanese Yakuza even though he's from Laos. He has his hair slicked back all the time and wears a long, black trench coat. He doesn't look like one of those weird guys that wear trench coats, he actually looks like that he's from the mob. His voice sounds very frightening too, although he is such a kind man to females...females of the family, I'm not sure how he treats females outside of the family. He'll be kind to the males but be really tough to them. When my male cousins were young, they were trained on how to fight and defend themselves, to always be alert. One day my cousins came home from school and as they opened the door, my uncle punched my little cousin in the face (the one who's telling me these stories). After the punch, he said with a stern face, "Always be alert". My god, this was a tough version of the karate kid. So yeah, he's a very tough man. But after all the incidents, he decided, it was time to pray. The last time my uncle ever prayed was when my female cousin was born. He prayed for her be born healthy because his wife at that time, was drinking and maybe doing drugs. She came out completely fine, but after all those years, he's never prayed. I don't know if it was Buddhist prayers or what (they're generally Buddhist but once foreigners come to America, they end up converting to a different religion due to different reasons), but he got my two cousins together and had all three of them pray for quite some time. They were praying to cleanse the house of any spirits or negative/unknown energies. After this, nothing weird ever happened in that house.
After I heard these stories, it just helped me confirm that my female cousin and I weren't imagining things. We weren't the only ones that experienced weird happenings. I never felt any bad energies, I always thought it was a good ghost, since he always liked to warn us of incoming storms. Maybe there was more than one, or maybe my family moving out affected the ghost in some way to where he was getting stronger. Either way, it was really weird and that changed my world.
I can only vividly remember my hauntings after I moved from Riverside to Nebraska. Oh boy, what a change. From big, ghetto cities (I've always lived in the hood) to a tiny, mostly white town...and to the countryside nonetheless. We moved there due to family already residing there and an available free house in the country house and job. It all seemed like we were hooked up until we found out that it was really scary living in the countryside where the nearest house was a mile away, completely dark at night, and was completely surrounded by cornfields (thank goodness I never watched Children of the Corn...actually still haven't). Me and my sisters were scared because it was so dark and quiet, something we're not used to.
I'm not sure if the haunting in Nebraska started because of this event or if it was just because it took time for the spirit to start acting up. But, all in all, it seemed more because of this event: my stepdad going under the house. Even though we lived in Nebraska, we didn't really have an underground shelter, we had a basement, but it wasn't a full sized one. To get under there, you have to crawl through a small hole, none of my family really wanted to, especially my sister and I, since we're scared of spiders, the only one who really didn't care was my stepdad. I'm also not sure why he decided to go down there but he did one day and brought up all of this old stuff. Lots of old silverware and china, there were more down there besides the silverware and dishes but he didn't bring it up and I didn't dare go down there to see for myself. Now I wish I did since I'm a bigger history buff but back then, I was scared shitless to go down there.
After a couple of months after he ventured down below, my cousins and uncle moved in with us due to a divorce. They were the family that we moved to Nebraska for. I didn't mind though, even if I had to give up my room and share one with my little sister and female cousin (my room was for my two older male cousins and uncle). It was actually really fun living with them, all three of my cousins are cool. My male cousins were funny as hell and my female cousin became my best friend.
Even though my uncle was going through a divorce, his wife still visited us. She would come over to bring over food or hang out. We all loved the food part of course, she was an ok person but she always brought her crybaby son...not a fun little boy. He cried more than my two little sisters combined...he cried because he spilled milk out of his mouth, I don't know about you, but I would laugh at myself, not cry. Anyways, sometimes she would bring food over a bit later into the night.
One night, we heard a knock on the door. My cousin and I were watching TV in the living room, it was pretty late into the night. We heard a knock on the door. Both of us looked at each other. We didn't know what to think at first and then thought...maybe it was my uncle's wife.
"It's really late into the night, why would she be here this late?" We both thought in silence as we looked at each other in fear. Well, if it was her, it would be best if we let her in, so I went to go see if it was. I peeked through the window of the door. I saw no one. Seeing no one scared me, I even looked out towards the front of the house from the window to see if I could see her car. There wasn't any cars out there.
I was a bit creeped out as I turned around.
"Um...no one's there", I said not sure what to make of the situation.
"Are you sure? Did you check to see if a car's there?", my cousin asking to find any type of rationalization.
"Yeah, I checked...no one...I didn't see a car there or any cars driving away." (Forgot to mention that we lived off the main road and can see anyone driving away or to our house for long distances.)
I just sat down back on the couch and continued to watch tv. We both didn't say more about it, I think we were both trying to just forget about the whole thing.
About half an hour to an hour went by since the mysterious knocking.
KNOCK KNOCK.
Oh my god...
We both jumped and looked at each other. It probably about midnight at this point of time. We were both thinking, after realizing the time, that it probably isn't my uncle's wife...but we were both hopeful that it was this time. My cousin went up to check this time, she walked to the door slowly, peeked her head through the window. She looked back at me...the looked on her face told me that no one was there.
"Is it her?" I asked.
"No....no one's there...", she told me.
"Car?"
"No cars..."
"Maybe it's the dogs?" I asked, hopeful that the dogs are awake and were messing around and ended up accidetnally hitting the door.
"They're all asleep," she said as she walked back to the couch.
She sat back down next to me, for the next few minutes, we watched more tv until he heard another KNOCK. This time, we turned off the tv and booked it to our room.
After awhile, we both got used to the knocking late at night as we watched tv. We stopped questioning it and just lived with it, as we're never going to investigate it, nor tell our parents. It happened a few times, mostly during the weekend. What I realized, was that it always happened before a storm. As I mention this, you might think, "Oh, if it's before a storm, it must be the wind picking something up and hitting the door". Well, if the wind can open the door to our porch and curve it to hit our front door twice, then yeah, it could be the wind. I noticed the "storm knocking" after it happened quite a few times, but each storm that we heard knocking, we always had a tornado warning. I'm thinking that it's a good ghost, one that was trying to warn us of a potentially lethal tornado storm. This helped me ease my fear of the knocking. It will still make us jump whe nwe heard it, but we weren't afraid after I realized this. It did scare my cousin when she went to get a drink of water. I asked her if she wanted me to go with her. She declined my offer and decided to go by herself. A minute later, she ran back in the room with a terrified look.
"What happened?" I asked, concerned about what happened.
"I was at the water dispenser and I heard the knocking on the other door." (We had two doors to enter te house, one through the kitchen and one through the living room with a windowed/walled porch with another door to enter the porch to get to the two doors.)
"Oh...uh...did you check to see if anyone was there?" Knowing damn well that no one was, it was around midnight again and if I were her, I'd be too afraid to check by myself.
"No."
"Oh ok, well, let's just pretend that never happened...but next time, I'll go with you."
"Alright, sounds good." I think it was hard for both of us to sleep that night...and this time...there was no storm approaching.
My family only stayed there for awhile, about half a year before moving back to the big city. This time, Vegas. I asked my mom why we were and she said because my parents were tired of the tornadoes. I think the last straw was when we actually saw one outside of town, a bit too close for comfort. If you can see it, you're too close. Even if it was miles and miles away. So we pretty much high-tailed it out there.
I later got in contact with my uncle's family when one of my male cousins decided to move in with us. My stepdad was getting old so he moved in to start a new life and to help out my family. He was really awesome, I loved him because he was the first person that I could feel that I could open up to and depend on. It actually made me cry when I realized this. Being the oldest out of my blood-related siblings, I didn't have anyone to go to or depend on, just little siblings who depended on me. Anyways, he moved in and after awhile, I asked them about when they moved out of the house, why they did, etc. He told me and that's when I had the idea to ask him if he ever experienced anything odd in that house, without telling him of my stories. (Everything that happened to me and my cousin, a.k.a. the knockings, was when we were both up alone, since my male cousins were in high school, they were always out or asleep). He told me a couple of stories that are quite interesting.
One day, he was alone with his girlfriend in the house. His brother went to some party and was gonna stay over there and his dad went somewhere and wasn't going to be back any time soon. My cousin and his girlfriend decided to take pictures. They took it of them with each other and then of each other seperately. Of course, being teens, they decided to take some "naughty" pics...of the girl with her top off. After a few of those pics, they decided to just take pics to send to their friends, to make it sendable to their friends, they took pictures of only their faces. My cousin took a picture of her face, with her face on the side of the frame, rather than have her face in the middle of the frame. After the shot was taken, he looked back at the photo. There was something odd in the picture beside her face in the thumbnail. He clicked on the picture to select it to view it in fullscreen on the camera. There was a face. It was a man's face right next to hers. He showed it to her. They both got creeped out and decided to go somewhere else, leaving that house behind for the day.
We all get up in the middle of the night sometime to go to the bathroom. Well, this one night, my cousin woke up to go to the bathroom. From his room, he turned out to the hallway and walked towards the bathroom. Atthe end of the hallway, is the kitchen...with the kitchen door directly in sight. He looked at the door and realized that he saw a figure in the door window. He thought that he couldn't see things clearly because he was still half asleep. He continued on to the bathroom and after he was done, came out and looked towards the door again. The figure was still there, in the window. Now that he's fully awake. He can see the figure's face. It was a man behind that door. A man that staring back at him. M cousin was frightened and power walked it back to his room (even during this event, his pride forced him to power walk rather than run).
After that incident, some time later, his brother disappeared in the middle of the night. My cousin woke up and saw that his brother wasn't there, asked his dad if he knew where he went and then after realizing that both of them didn't know where he was, they went to go look for him. They only had two vehicles, one was my cousins and the other was my uncles. My cousin's brother would never drive both of their cars unless he got permission from them so they knew that he didn't go anywhere. This was confirmed when they went outside to check their vehicles. He wasn't in the living room watching tv, nor was he in the bathroom. So where was he? When they went outside to check their vehicles, they noticed a small, dim light inside the garage. The garage was closed and they thought it was weird that the light was on. The garage was used for storage rather than for car parking, so this was strange. They opened the garage to check it out. There he was...my cousin's brother. He was sitting in a recliner, just rocking back and forth, with his eyes closed...like he was asleep but was awake enough to rock himself. They called out to him, he didn't react, so my uncle went and shook him. He's tough man, my uncle, I'm surprised he didn't yell at him and smack him. He then woke up and my uncle and cousin asked him what he was doing there. He said he didn't know. He was surprised that he was in there. They all just went back inside and went to sleep. Til this day, we all don't know if he was sleep walking or...what?
As I said before, my uncle is a tough man. You will almost never see him cry. He has a stern, mean look to him. He pretty much looks like he's from the Japanese Yakuza even though he's from Laos. He has his hair slicked back all the time and wears a long, black trench coat. He doesn't look like one of those weird guys that wear trench coats, he actually looks like that he's from the mob. His voice sounds very frightening too, although he is such a kind man to females...females of the family, I'm not sure how he treats females outside of the family. He'll be kind to the males but be really tough to them. When my male cousins were young, they were trained on how to fight and defend themselves, to always be alert. One day my cousins came home from school and as they opened the door, my uncle punched my little cousin in the face (the one who's telling me these stories). After the punch, he said with a stern face, "Always be alert". My god, this was a tough version of the karate kid. So yeah, he's a very tough man. But after all the incidents, he decided, it was time to pray. The last time my uncle ever prayed was when my female cousin was born. He prayed for her be born healthy because his wife at that time, was drinking and maybe doing drugs. She came out completely fine, but after all those years, he's never prayed. I don't know if it was Buddhist prayers or what (they're generally Buddhist but once foreigners come to America, they end up converting to a different religion due to different reasons), but he got my two cousins together and had all three of them pray for quite some time. They were praying to cleanse the house of any spirits or negative/unknown energies. After this, nothing weird ever happened in that house.
After I heard these stories, it just helped me confirm that my female cousin and I weren't imagining things. We weren't the only ones that experienced weird happenings. I never felt any bad energies, I always thought it was a good ghost, since he always liked to warn us of incoming storms. Maybe there was more than one, or maybe my family moving out affected the ghost in some way to where he was getting stronger. Either way, it was really weird and that changed my world.
Friday, May 17, 2013
Maybe I'm Crazy?
My family and I have moved a lot, we've lived in California half of our lives, then to Nebraska, Vegas and Utah. And for some reason, everywhere I move, I seem to always have weird things happen. It might be ghosts or I might just be crazy. Everytime we've moved, my parents get's the biggest room or master bedroom and since I am the oldest, I'd get to choose my room, which is usually the second biggest room.
It makes sense that a bigger room would be colder right? Compared to smaller bedrooms. Well, when I pick my bedrooms, they're usually normal room temperature but once I start to get used to the place and settle in, it's always the coldest room in the house...my paren'ts bigger room was even warmer than mines. I always tried to laugh it off by saying that it's because of my room layout, because it was laid out to where it seemed "spacious" rather than having objects closer together.
Well, I can't laugh it off when weird things start happening. It's only really happened to me, well, I'm the only one that really acknowledged it. My parents are superstitous but their views on ghosts in houses are, "I don't care if there's a ghost in the house. A house is a house. I don't care if it has ghosts or not, I'll live with them. You better be glad we have a place to live." ...yeah, they're pretty hardcore Asians. Truth be told though, I am glad I have a home, that we aren't homeless but dammit...why did the ghosts have to be there? Somewhere inside of me, I feel like as if something is following me but the occurances that happened at each house were completely different. I don't think my sisters have experienced anything or they may have, brushed it off or ignored it. Either way, I didn't want to ask them and get them scared.
I will have to write seperate posts for each of the houses I have experienced weird things with and link them back here.
I'm living on my own now and even though I'm not scared to walk around at night (with the lights on lol), I'm starting to hear noises again. It also doesn't help that I can hear my neighbors walk up and down the stairs or hear them walking in their bathroom (our floors are WAY creeky, creekier than haunted houses I've seen in movies)...or at least I hope it's my neighbors haha I can tell when someone is walking in my townhouse or in my neighbor's, it's my super hearing that helps so I haven't had "anyone" walk around in my hall or up and down my stairs....yet...and hopefully never will. I will admit though, when I hear my neighbors, sometimes it scares the crap out of me. But I have dogs now, so all is good, I have company when my boyfriend goes to work at night.
It's been about about 4 months since I've moved into my townhouse, it's a real nice townhouse if you take out how the previous tenants were gross. (Because of the snow, there was a lot of trash hidden in our backyard, lots of cigarette butts EVERYWHERE, it was literally covering every inch of land. There was also trash everywhere and actual trash bags full of trash...were these neighbors lazy or what? And in addition to that, there were a few problems, broken things and such BUT the kicker is that I had 3 people come over to ask for a previous tenant. Not friends. Oh boy, no, not friends. I think one guy was a "server", the other one...I'm not sure since I didn't see him and the last one was an officer. What did these people do? I'm not sure but I keep getting their old mail and some of the letters are from the District Attorney.
Anyways, I'm starting to hear noises, like someone is at the front door...as if they're standing there thinking or doing something and accidentally hit the door or the rail and then never end up knocking or ringing the doorbell. It's the only place that these mysterious noises are coming from. At first, I thought it was my super hearing, just hearing my neighbors but then I can tell which ones are right infront of my door or farther than that. Either way, it's not ok, if it's a real person, then I don't get why they're there and if not, then dammit, why do I keep moving somewhere that has problems.
I'm starting to think that I'm either crazy or a magnet to haunted places.
It makes sense that a bigger room would be colder right? Compared to smaller bedrooms. Well, when I pick my bedrooms, they're usually normal room temperature but once I start to get used to the place and settle in, it's always the coldest room in the house...my paren'ts bigger room was even warmer than mines. I always tried to laugh it off by saying that it's because of my room layout, because it was laid out to where it seemed "spacious" rather than having objects closer together.
Well, I can't laugh it off when weird things start happening. It's only really happened to me, well, I'm the only one that really acknowledged it. My parents are superstitous but their views on ghosts in houses are, "I don't care if there's a ghost in the house. A house is a house. I don't care if it has ghosts or not, I'll live with them. You better be glad we have a place to live." ...yeah, they're pretty hardcore Asians. Truth be told though, I am glad I have a home, that we aren't homeless but dammit...why did the ghosts have to be there? Somewhere inside of me, I feel like as if something is following me but the occurances that happened at each house were completely different. I don't think my sisters have experienced anything or they may have, brushed it off or ignored it. Either way, I didn't want to ask them and get them scared.
I will have to write seperate posts for each of the houses I have experienced weird things with and link them back here.
I'm living on my own now and even though I'm not scared to walk around at night (with the lights on lol), I'm starting to hear noises again. It also doesn't help that I can hear my neighbors walk up and down the stairs or hear them walking in their bathroom (our floors are WAY creeky, creekier than haunted houses I've seen in movies)...or at least I hope it's my neighbors haha I can tell when someone is walking in my townhouse or in my neighbor's, it's my super hearing that helps so I haven't had "anyone" walk around in my hall or up and down my stairs....yet...and hopefully never will. I will admit though, when I hear my neighbors, sometimes it scares the crap out of me. But I have dogs now, so all is good, I have company when my boyfriend goes to work at night.
It's been about about 4 months since I've moved into my townhouse, it's a real nice townhouse if you take out how the previous tenants were gross. (Because of the snow, there was a lot of trash hidden in our backyard, lots of cigarette butts EVERYWHERE, it was literally covering every inch of land. There was also trash everywhere and actual trash bags full of trash...were these neighbors lazy or what? And in addition to that, there were a few problems, broken things and such BUT the kicker is that I had 3 people come over to ask for a previous tenant. Not friends. Oh boy, no, not friends. I think one guy was a "server", the other one...I'm not sure since I didn't see him and the last one was an officer. What did these people do? I'm not sure but I keep getting their old mail and some of the letters are from the District Attorney.
Anyways, I'm starting to hear noises, like someone is at the front door...as if they're standing there thinking or doing something and accidentally hit the door or the rail and then never end up knocking or ringing the doorbell. It's the only place that these mysterious noises are coming from. At first, I thought it was my super hearing, just hearing my neighbors but then I can tell which ones are right infront of my door or farther than that. Either way, it's not ok, if it's a real person, then I don't get why they're there and if not, then dammit, why do I keep moving somewhere that has problems.
I'm starting to think that I'm either crazy or a magnet to haunted places.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
I'm not going to lie...
I completely forgot that I had a blog! I've just been to crazy busy with work, school, moving...being super lazy and worn out ahahaha Well even though this move has been keeping me super busy and is very money-consuming, I'm really happy and ecstatic that I did! I moved to a bigger place, away from my one bedroom apartment in a huge complex full of kids, cigarette smokers, a neighbor next to me who always asks to borrow money and my crackhead neighbors downstairs! I moved to a two bedroom, beautiful townhouse and it is super quiet! No dumbasses bumping their music in cars in the middle of the night or morning! I did have a parking war though, ugh, I wanted to slash some tires, if they want to park in my spot, then they can park there til they can buy new tires dammit! It's been taken of though but took like 2 weeks to settle. I'm ecstatic to move because I now have an office/study! I have room for ALL of my mangas...I have 481 mangas and boy....I was only able to stick half of them up in my one bookshelf that I could only have because of my small one bedroom. I didn't buy another bookshelf to put all of my books though...I transformed my closet in the office, into a HUGE one! ...well my boyfriend did....but it's beautiful and it still has two and half shelves (if I include the floor) to put more books on! After I fill that up though...I'll need to find another solution....eek....I should control my addiction for manga buying lol. After I calculated how many books I will have altogether if I complete all of the series, it'll total up to around 800 (I made an Excel spreadsheet to keep up with what books I have, how many, how many in the series I have and will have if I complete it and the percentages of completion, I'm kind of an Excel geek, but only to this extent, I can't do coding crap). I will have to do another post of my bookshelf and post links on how to do it, it costs me about...$100 though, but that's because I had to buy some hardware like a stud finder, small leveler, big leveler. It would've been around $70 if I didn't have to buy those additional items...but they are essential! The $70 is mostly what the wood costs and includes the shelf liner I bought for it. Anyways, tada for now...we'll see how long it will be before I post another...post xP
Wednesday, May 16, 2012
Kindergarten Hilarious Premonition Dream
So I'll try to start from the beginning of my life. I'll tell one story in each post and try to keep in within a timeline.
During my lifetime, I've had a lot of weird dreams, and a lot of them were dreams of something of the future. Many of us experience Deja Vu so I didn't think it was that weird or uncommon. A lot of us have this psychic ability that hasn't been tapped or is very subtle. I just remember this first premonition just because it was hilarious.
At the time I was going to Kindergarten, I was a child who loved watching Sailor Moon after school. One of those kids who rushed home to watch cartoons and thought school was ok but watching Sailor Moon was the best.
One night, I had a dream that I was walking home from Kindergarten with my mother and trying to hurry to catch the next Sailor Moon episodes on TV. On the way there, this boy was riding on his bicycle on the street, zooming past us. He was around 11 or 12, looking like he was trying to ride with the wind. Once he zoomed past us, a car infront of him was pulling out of the driveway slowly. He freaks out to where he tilts his bike down to the right, causing him to fall down with his bike. I laughed so hard in my dream that I woke up and then went back to sleep.
The next day, it happened the same exact way. I didn't remember the dream until I saw him zoom past us, making me think: "Hmm...isn't that the boy in my dream?" *Falls down* "OMG I DREAMT THAT!!"
I laughed really loudly, my mother told me to shush but I just couldn't help at laughing at the fact that he fell and the fact that it actually happened.
During my lifetime, I've had a lot of weird dreams, and a lot of them were dreams of something of the future. Many of us experience Deja Vu so I didn't think it was that weird or uncommon. A lot of us have this psychic ability that hasn't been tapped or is very subtle. I just remember this first premonition just because it was hilarious.
At the time I was going to Kindergarten, I was a child who loved watching Sailor Moon after school. One of those kids who rushed home to watch cartoons and thought school was ok but watching Sailor Moon was the best.
One night, I had a dream that I was walking home from Kindergarten with my mother and trying to hurry to catch the next Sailor Moon episodes on TV. On the way there, this boy was riding on his bicycle on the street, zooming past us. He was around 11 or 12, looking like he was trying to ride with the wind. Once he zoomed past us, a car infront of him was pulling out of the driveway slowly. He freaks out to where he tilts his bike down to the right, causing him to fall down with his bike. I laughed so hard in my dream that I woke up and then went back to sleep.
The next day, it happened the same exact way. I didn't remember the dream until I saw him zoom past us, making me think: "Hmm...isn't that the boy in my dream?" *Falls down* "OMG I DREAMT THAT!!"
I laughed really loudly, my mother told me to shush but I just couldn't help at laughing at the fact that he fell and the fact that it actually happened.
Update? Idea?
You know, everytime something creepy comes up in a conversation, I can't help but tell my own scary stories and scary stories that have been told to me. I LOVE scary stories and I love sharing my experiences because it is something unique that happened to me. So I always love, love telling these stories. I'm thinking, I might want to start typing up these stories and keeping them in a book so I can go back and read about my experiences if I ever wanted to. I have quite a few so maybe I'll post up a story whenever I remember to. I'm really bad at putting posts up, mostly because I don't think many people read my blog anyways. :)
But because of my interest in the supernatural and all things weird and out-of-this-world, I've had quite a few things happen in my lifetime and quite a few things I've heard from people.
But because of my interest in the supernatural and all things weird and out-of-this-world, I've had quite a few things happen in my lifetime and quite a few things I've heard from people.
Friday, November 18, 2011
July 17th Nightmare
Weird dream last night. Well, more of like a nightmare. I don’t know why I can remember it so vividly and so much of it. You know how most people can’t remember their dreams or nightmares? Well, it’s not one of those times.
My nightmare started off pretty unrealistic, me and Brandon were in Peru for vacation. Psh, as if I’d have any money for a trip to Peru, ha! But, anyways, so we checked into a hotel. It looked really nice and the management lived downstairs of it, kind of like a basement. It had a rustic, historic feel to the small hotel. It looked like an adobe church but bigger…and less churchy. We were escorted to our room. We took the stairs up; don’t know which floor it was though. We walked down a short hallway but it had rooms on both sides of the hallway. I think it had about 10 bedrooms on each side. It was a pretty small hotel, not one of those corporate hotels like Holiday Inn or anything, and I love it that way…although after this dream, I might not anymore.
We got situated and went out to do some sightseeing. When we were out sightseeing we went to a local store. I and Brandon split up in the small store, at this time an old local man talked to me. He asked me where I was from and where I was staying at. I told him the general area; I would never tell a stranger my exact location. Hell, my Facebook and MySpace say I still live in Las Vegas even though that was like 6 years ago because I like my privacy and hate the perverted stalkers.
He gave me a weird look, like as if he had to say something and was wondering if he should tell me what he wanted to or not. I stared into his eyes and waited to see if he would, then finally he looked at me.
“Be careful around there.”
“Uh…what?” (And of course I don’t know how the hell we are communicating because I don’t know too much Spanish and what kind of local old man would know English? All perks of a dream I guess, nothing has boundaries.)
“There is a myth going around that part of the city. It is said that there is a ghost or creature that watches people in their sleep. He stands at the end of people’s bed and stares at them while they sleep. He’ll make a round where he walks up to your face and watches you for a little bit then return to the corner of the bed and continue to watch you from a farther distance. He stays there for a while then he’ll move onto someone else’s room. But it’s said that if you wake up in the middle of the night and catch him in your room, then something bad will happen. It only will happen if you wake up and stare at him and he catches you. It’s said that the consequence is Death. That you won’t see him for a few days after you stare at him, he’ll stop visiting you until he decides to come back and kill you.”
Well, that didn’t just scare the shit out of me. I had chills in my body for a second. His eyes told of the truth, the truth to be careful. He wasn’t just trying to mess with the tourist by scaring me, no he was actually, truly, warning me.
Right then, Brandon came back and stood beside me.
“I’m hungry Janto.” My pet name, which he got from Job Corps from a friend who called me Ayanta and him Janto. But instead he took Janto and used it as a nickname for me haha. We have so many pet names that it’s weird. We use pet names out of nothing like Squishee, Rashy, Pudgy, etc.
“K…let’s go then.”
As I walked out of the store beside Brandon, I looked back at the old man and he gave me this serious stern look. Well, that didn’t scare me, like he knows that something will happen to me…for sure. And I slightly knew that it was a dream, so that’s when my mind went, “Oh shit, something bad WILL FOR SURE happen.”
The day went by in a flash, literally, like a scene in a movie where people spend time somewhere then it goes black for a second and bam, its night and they’re in their room. A scene change. To a scene that’s so important that they couldn’t go throughout the day and just HAD to get to the good part…or bad.
It was nighttime and we were getting ready to go to sleep. I was changing into my sleeping clothes; I brought a night dress that’s flowy, silky, and lacey. It turned on my Brandino. So we got into the naughty. After the hot and steamy scene, I actually put on the dress.
We started to sleep and then it scene changed to the middle of the night. That creature was there. Standing on my corner at the end of the bed. Wearing a weird traditional, ancient costume/outfit. It had feathers everywhere and geometric patterns on his clothing. He was wearing a mask that resembled a bird. A scary bird but a bird nonetheless, I know a beak when I see one, man. And it was weird, but he was short, so it must have been a little boy, about the age of 10 or 11.
The eyes on the bird’s mask was big and black. Pitch black. We were both still sleeping. The ghost/creature walked up to my side and stared at me for a few minutes and then walked to Brandon’s side and did the same. He resumed his post at the corner of our bed and after about half an hour, he walked out and went to do the same in another room. I never woke up to see and the same for Brandon. We slept pretty peaceful if I do say so myself.
We walked around again and this time we met the manager in the lobby. She was a kind lady. Kinda young, around her late 20’s or early 30’s. Very pretty too, in an aged way of course. She showed us around the hotel a little more then she showed us where her room was. It looked there was a boiler in the basement then her room was across from it. She didn’t have a normal door like the other rooms, it was a two door that was made of straw or bamboo (like a rice steamer basket) and slid closed together and opened. The only way to lock it was to push the handles together and stick something in the handle or tie the handles together. It slides open automatically, it doesn’t close by itself.
It was night time again. We got ready to go to sleep too…after naughty deeds. In the middle of the night, he returned. He stood at the end of our bed for a few minutes then Brandon, god dammit, pushed me out of bed and out of reflex, I tried to reach for the blanket so I wouldn’t fall down but pulled him instead. I landed on my belly and he landed on top of me. I looked forward (I don’t know how, but our head was facing east instead of west like how it was when we were in bed) and so did Brandon.
We saw the ghost/creature. There was just silence. He stared back at us and we didn’t make a sound. We both stared straight into his non-existing, pitch black eyes. I hurried up and got back into bed and covered my whole self with the blanket. Brandon followed after me. The ghost/creature walked out and continued his rounds.
It was morning and more sightseeing went on. It was instantly night again and the ghost/creature did not come this night. I was scared. The old man was not telling any lies. I was hoping that he was even though the ghost/creature did exist. I don’t know why, but my nerves cracked and I ran downstairs to the manager’s room. The outside of her room was lit with the light from the boiler. She was awake reading a book at her desk. I came in panting and sweating. She asked me what was wrong and I told her everything.
She got up to close her door, she tied it close. I wondered why but it felt safer than leaving it open.
“The only way to stop him from coming after you is…..” I forgot this part.
I forgot about most of the conversation actually. I only remember that in parts of the conversation we kept hearing noises outside her doors. Like the more we talked about it, the more something happened and the more it kept escalating. It finally caught up to her door and it snapped open. She ran and closed it again and locked it with more string. She was actually pretty calm and poised. It was kinda weird. As we kept talking the door rattled and finally snapped open again. It kept opening and closing.
She told me I had to go somewhere and all I remember was that he scene changed and all of a sudden I was out in a forest and was about to cross a bridge. Some little boy was with me. As we walked across, the bridge swung. The boy slipped. I caught his hand before he fell. I hung onto his little hand for dear life. I used all of my strength to pull him up. He panted and was so scared I saw a little bit of tears in his eyes. He was thankful. After that, he told me thank you and that he won’t kill me anymore. For some reason that didn’t surprise me. I guess this little boy was the creature. The manager set up a trip where I and he would go on a journey to where I would be able to save him in some situation, to where he’ll be thankful enough to spare my life. For some reason, I knew that he was the creature. At night he turns into the creature, like a ghost would possess him and he would do what he does. But during the daytime, he’s a normal little boy. I guess there are others like him, but only a few and it’s been going on for generations. I don’t know why though. It makes no sense to me for a ghost to sit there and watch people and if someone stares at him and he stares back, then he’ll kill him. Like he wants to keep living so he possesses people but if someone wakes up, he’ll get startled, doesn’t know what to do and doesn’t come back for a few days. He then decides to kill them because they’ve disturbed his rounds, his routine. I don’t know why he makes a routine of watching people sleep though.
So I got out of my deathy future. Now I have to worry about Brandon. That’s when my dream stopped or at least that’s when I forgot the rest.
It was pretty scary. I woke up a little bit a few times in the middle of the night to get the blanket so it can cover me since it was so scary. Damn Brandon kept taking the whole blanket. And he kept moving the covers so I kept sleeping on the actual mattress than the sheet.
Anyways, crazy scary ass dream. I haven’t had those in a long time. So weird. The last time I had nightmares was when I would accidentally fall asleep, or intentionally, at work. Maybe it was my guilty conscience of going to sleep at work getting back at me.
Monday, June 20, 2011
SFX Special Effects Atomic Pink Hair Dye Review
I haven't really done any reviews in a long time because I'm sooooo damn lazy haha xD
I don't remember if I blogged about me bleaching my hair? I don't think so but I did and after awhile, I thought of making it pink because I wanted a cute color that isn't way too crazy haha
When you recieve the bottle, it looks pretty damn red and at first, I wondered if they even sent me the right color. Sure enough, they did xD
When you put it on, it looks more pinkish, it's just so concentrated that it looks red in the bottle. When you swwosh around the dye in the bottle, you can see the pink.
Pros: It dyes crazy well!! Ultra pink. When I saw pics of people who put this in their hair, it looked kinda like a darker cotton candy pink. But when I applied it, it was so immensely pink that it almost looked like it was diluted red (well kinda what pink is, but still lol). It stays on for soooooo long. I put this on about a month or so ago and it's still on. The roots are fading away, you cna kinda see the blonde but the ends are still fantastically pink :D
Cons: It dyes so well that it rubs off onto your clothes. NEVER WEAR WHITE WHILE USING THIS. I made the mistake of doing that and it left some pink aftermath on my shirt. It does wash out, don't worry but I dont like walking around with a pink rub blob on my shirt. lol
I ALWAYS wear black shirts now because of the pink rub off, which is fine because I usually wear black tees anyways. It's like 80% of the shirts I own haha but for others, if you don't have enough black tees...you'll probably need another solution lol
OH, and always do an allergy test. This dye is different than Manic Panic or that other brand, I don't seem to remember.
I guess that's it for now, Ciao!!
I don't remember if I blogged about me bleaching my hair? I don't think so but I did and after awhile, I thought of making it pink because I wanted a cute color that isn't way too crazy haha
When you recieve the bottle, it looks pretty damn red and at first, I wondered if they even sent me the right color. Sure enough, they did xD
When you put it on, it looks more pinkish, it's just so concentrated that it looks red in the bottle. When you swwosh around the dye in the bottle, you can see the pink.
Pros: It dyes crazy well!! Ultra pink. When I saw pics of people who put this in their hair, it looked kinda like a darker cotton candy pink. But when I applied it, it was so immensely pink that it almost looked like it was diluted red (well kinda what pink is, but still lol). It stays on for soooooo long. I put this on about a month or so ago and it's still on. The roots are fading away, you cna kinda see the blonde but the ends are still fantastically pink :D
Cons: It dyes so well that it rubs off onto your clothes. NEVER WEAR WHITE WHILE USING THIS. I made the mistake of doing that and it left some pink aftermath on my shirt. It does wash out, don't worry but I dont like walking around with a pink rub blob on my shirt. lol
I ALWAYS wear black shirts now because of the pink rub off, which is fine because I usually wear black tees anyways. It's like 80% of the shirts I own haha but for others, if you don't have enough black tees...you'll probably need another solution lol
OH, and always do an allergy test. This dye is different than Manic Panic or that other brand, I don't seem to remember.
I guess that's it for now, Ciao!!
| These pics are 2-3 weeks after I first applied SFX so it's not as intense as it was. |
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Train of Thoughts
I slightly hate it when I read a manga and it makes me think nonstop.
I just finished reading Bokura Ga Ita 65.
Gah, I already knew that humans are weak and strong.
We're strong enough to move on from when tragic things occur. We're strong enough to heal our broken hearts. We're strong enough to leave the one we love.
But we are so weak that one thing can break our love. One thing can seduce us even though we are in "love". Weak-willed in sex. Weak-willed in staying with the one we love. Weak enough to shut ourselves from society.
Contradicting huh?
We all have the ability to be strong or weak. It just all depends on your will.
I hate how couples always go around stating that they're in love but when one person comes along, it's so weak that it'll break. Seduction, if someone was so in love, then they won't ever be tempted or seduced. But it happens, all....the...damn...time. We're such sex fiends that it's pretty gross.
I'm going to admit that I'm a pretty strong person but am weak at the same time. I can love my boyfriend unconditionally but once he drinks, I can end it just like that. But that makes me think...is that a strong or weak will? Is my love so weak and my will to keep loving him so weak that I can end it instantly? Or am I so strong that I can live without him and just end it?
I'm strong enough to never cheat on him. I love sex but only if it's with the person I love. I don't think I'd be able to do someone I don't. It wouldn't feel right. To me, having sex makes you feel vulnerable. It's such an intimate thing that you can develop feelings and emotions that might not actually be your own. You can have sex with some guy you thought was hot and afterwards, think you're in love. Sex can be wonderful, it can deepen your love but it can destroy you.
I always have to have him say "I Love You". Because I'm so weak that I need to be reassured that he still does. I don't want the sex to be just lust or pointless. I'm so insecure sometimes.
Which makes me wonder, am I weak or strong?
Humans are so complicated.
I just finished reading Bokura Ga Ita 65.
Gah, I already knew that humans are weak and strong.
We're strong enough to move on from when tragic things occur. We're strong enough to heal our broken hearts. We're strong enough to leave the one we love.
But we are so weak that one thing can break our love. One thing can seduce us even though we are in "love". Weak-willed in sex. Weak-willed in staying with the one we love. Weak enough to shut ourselves from society.
Contradicting huh?
We all have the ability to be strong or weak. It just all depends on your will.
I hate how couples always go around stating that they're in love but when one person comes along, it's so weak that it'll break. Seduction, if someone was so in love, then they won't ever be tempted or seduced. But it happens, all....the...damn...time. We're such sex fiends that it's pretty gross.
I'm going to admit that I'm a pretty strong person but am weak at the same time. I can love my boyfriend unconditionally but once he drinks, I can end it just like that. But that makes me think...is that a strong or weak will? Is my love so weak and my will to keep loving him so weak that I can end it instantly? Or am I so strong that I can live without him and just end it?
I'm strong enough to never cheat on him. I love sex but only if it's with the person I love. I don't think I'd be able to do someone I don't. It wouldn't feel right. To me, having sex makes you feel vulnerable. It's such an intimate thing that you can develop feelings and emotions that might not actually be your own. You can have sex with some guy you thought was hot and afterwards, think you're in love. Sex can be wonderful, it can deepen your love but it can destroy you.
I always have to have him say "I Love You". Because I'm so weak that I need to be reassured that he still does. I don't want the sex to be just lust or pointless. I'm so insecure sometimes.
Which makes me wonder, am I weak or strong?
Humans are so complicated.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Finally scanned my painting!!
Jeezus this took me like a year just to scan this painting in lol
If you saw an earlier post, you would see pics from my phone about the progress of this painting. If not then you can go look at it HERE. You don't have to though lol
Anyways, here it is! In full fledged color that even shows my mistakes :D
You cna even see the water drop I accidentally dropped on the left side of the face lol It freakin sucked baaad
If you saw an earlier post, you would see pics from my phone about the progress of this painting. If not then you can go look at it HERE. You don't have to though lol
Anyways, here it is! In full fledged color that even shows my mistakes :D
You cna even see the water drop I accidentally dropped on the left side of the face lol It freakin sucked baaad
Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Respect & Niceness
I don't know if it's just my weird side, but when someone is nice to me or I see people respect others or are polite, it makes my day.
People are so rude these days, have no respect or courtesy.
When someone opens the door for me, it makes me feel so happy. Is that weird?
It uplifts my spirit.
When someone gives someone change when they're short in a cashier's line, it makes me happy.
Gah, maybe I'm just weird.
But I feel so appreciative towards people like that.
It puts a wide smile to my face.
:]
People are so rude these days, have no respect or courtesy.
When someone opens the door for me, it makes me feel so happy. Is that weird?
It uplifts my spirit.
When someone gives someone change when they're short in a cashier's line, it makes me happy.
Gah, maybe I'm just weird.
But I feel so appreciative towards people like that.
It puts a wide smile to my face.
:]
Internet sucking?
Is it just me, or is the internet just really slow now?
I went on Firefox on my personal laptop and was slow as hell. I thought it was just my internet conenction but now I'm on my work computer and it's still slow as hell. But this time it's on Internet Explorer. It seems like it takes for almost ever to load a small music video and websites either take a shitty long time to load or just not load at all.
WTF? -_____-;;; How annoying
I went on Firefox on my personal laptop and was slow as hell. I thought it was just my internet conenction but now I'm on my work computer and it's still slow as hell. But this time it's on Internet Explorer. It seems like it takes for almost ever to load a small music video and websites either take a shitty long time to load or just not load at all.
WTF? -_____-;;; How annoying
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